my wallet got stolen last night.
while devastating and no small inconvenience, i find it rather poetic that this happen before the new year.
my right brain is clamoring for the symbolism and significance of it all.
this is a harsh reminder to stay the course. things are getting too out of hand. i was getting lost in a fog of nostalgia and old habits. i was getting caught up in sadness, as if an ex-boyfriend had walked back into my life. allowing myself to ruminate and obsess over an emotion. letting it take over my being. i was forgetting who i am now (who i worked so hard to become) and trying to be something i am not.
i am healthy, and able, and my family is intact. i should focus on those things. life will happen, when we're least ready for it. i do not have much, but i should treasure what i have more than what i think i want.
i do deserve to be happy, and the universe will give that to me when it wants, via the avenue that is most appropriate.
in the meantime, i really need to look after my things better.
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