well that's not fair. i'm at my parents' house so they were there technically.
saw some old friends, and i think that triggered a bit of melancholy. isn't it funny how that works sometimes?
i've been so focused on getting back HOME, that i haven't really stopped to think about where home is. i'm beginning to realize that my real friends are in socal. i don't like the PLACE....but THEY are my family.
socal isn't so bad. the traffic makes you want to shoot yourself and everyone around you, sure. but there's always something to do. new things to eat. people to see. bands to hear.
this is a huge deal for me. norcal is a part of who i am. so this is becoming somewhat of an identity crisis.
i saw this documentary that basically said that the 2012 mayan end date was not a literal armageddon, but signified the passage of humanity into a new era, a golden age. i really liked that idea when i heard it. but right now, i'm kinda wishing for hellfire and brimstone. HA.
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