Saturday, November 26, 2011

zomg i totes have 2 blog moar

why hellow dere.
so much for "sewing blog." i am overwhelmed with refashions/tailoring projects i have in the pipeline. my rate limiting step is lack of a sewing machine! damn these slow hands. if only i had a serger...one can dream. i just brought my whole box of projects back home to store at my parents' house, cuz there's no way i'm gonna get anything done in between now and May 2013. a single tear rolls down my cheek. i feel sorry for this blog, too! no regular pictures of my sewing. devastating, i know.
otherwise, life has become pretty monotonous. hospital...Boy...hospital...Boy. i'm the heaviest and unhealthiest i've ever been. but i'm happier than i've ever been. it's strange, i can't seem to enjoy the imminent dawn of my 30s like everyone else around me. we're young, the world is our delicious oyster with lemon and crazy red sauce! but lately i've this insatiable craving for stability. i'd love to know where i'm going to end up living, where i'll end up working, who i'll spend the rest of my life with. and i'd like to know NOW, hahaha.
but really, it's the truth. being with the Boy has made me realize that. he gives me a sense of peace, solidity, and it's reverberated through all the other aspects of my life. suddenly i can think about stuff and not get panic attacks in 3 seconds. some people have a great sense of Self and can get rocket through life like a shooting star. i am not one of those people. i am more like a little lizard - timid and cold. the Boy grounds me, comforts me. i feel very fortunate to have met him. especially during this particularly crazy time of sub-i's and interviews and working with some batsh*t personalities.
my time in socal is drawing to a close. while i can't say i've grown to love the place, i must admit i hate it less. and i've had the best time being closer to friends i love dearly, D and E. they're definitely the best part of LA.
and Goomz, if you are reading this: i love you and hope you have the most fantastic day. Gambatte!!

2 comments:

Michelle said...

OHAII!! I feel you on so many of your points (pun intended). Anywhoo, I know that if anyone can sort (or in your case, sew) through the messy to make a work of art, it's you. Best wishes :D

Haus of Style said...

I concur!

I have a giveaway this week, hope you will join in on the fun!