a little depressed, trying to look forward

there are a million different things i want to try to articulate about the state of my family and how it affects who we are as people and living beings, and how we all got into this godforsaken situation; so much so that when confronted with the opportunity, i am a loss at where to start.

for now, i guess, the best thing to do...is to ignore it all. a temporary solution to the hairiest of knots. there is simply no time right now.

for the new year, i would like to:

-find a place to train once or twice a week in either hip hop or jazz

-perform once

-not buy any new clothes

-watch more Community on NBC...omg so hilarious.

-tell people how amazing they are more often

-watch my health

-wean myself off of everything that is making my mind fuzzy

-let myself be vulnerable

-own a cat...or a guy

-read more poetry

-pass the boards.